I'm sorry guys.. It's been exam time.. n as i once said in one of my previous posts.. it's really been a busy week for me.. rather i should say, a busy time all-together :p so here I am in accordance with the pics as shown.. That's what my condition states.. Ufffff..... So much to study and so lil time.. Can't they  give a few more days for preparation :p Oops.. Did i forget that they gave all 5 months for preparation :p but common guys.. it's college, not school, and still we need to get up on time.. n go all the way round to these boredom classes -_-
No way escaping even.. :p

I listed myself on the last plane out
Guess i’m keeping hope alive
I’m checking my phone every 5 seconds for calls
But no new messages, no emails at all
I know you wanna tell me take back what you said
I know the way it came out wasn’t meant to be felt this way
8 hours from now i will be far away
Too far away for you to make up your mind
8 hours from now i’m in another place in time
Caught in a traffic jam with a smile on my face
Cos maybe time ain’t on my side
Left her a message i’ll be at gate 5, 5, 5
Will she be there that’s the only question in my mind
Cos i know you wanna tell me she takes back what she said
I know the way it came out wasn’t meant to come out the way it sounded
8 hours from now i will be far away
Too far away for you to make up your mind
8 hours from now i’m in another place in time
Still no message on my phone
Stack my bag, i take my seat
Still no sight of her to see
I wonder was she ever mine to begin with, to begin with
Too far away for you to make up your mind
8 hours from now i’m in another place in time


Please stop me now before it's too late................  :(

Yeah, miss you

Tonight I feel so cold and lonely
And baby you're so far away
The space between us keeps on growing
How I wish that you could hear me when I?d say

No, no, no, no, no, no, no
Wish you could hear me saying
No, no, no, no, no, no, no

Oh, I miss you, oh, I miss you
Oh, baby, since you walked away
Oh, I miss you, oh, I miss you
I miss you more and more each day

Now, tell me do you think about me?
'Coz I think about you all the time, yeah
A million miles just stand between us
But I don?t wanna stop until you're mine

No, no, no, no, no, no, no
Wish you could hear me saying

Oh, I miss you, oh, I miss you
Oh, baby, since you walked away
Oh, I miss you, oh, I miss you
I miss you more and more each day
Wish you could hear me saying

Oh, I miss you, oh, I miss you
Oh, baby, since you walked away
Oh, I miss you, oh, I miss you
I miss you more and more each day

Oh, I miss you, oh, I miss you
Oh, baby, since you walked away
Oh, I miss you, oh, I miss you
I miss you more and more each day.....................    :'(

Gimme a Break..........

Man.. It's been such a busy day all over.. Starting morning with mom's call and half an hour interrogation bout last night :P then as i was turning round under my blanket in the sleepy morning and dreamy eyes, suddenly jumped outta bed only to realize today didn't had any classes in the morning.. Man this sucks.. as i stammered around with my morning duties, i remembered about the meet with a sir.. Ran off there as soon as i could only to find he was helpless to my project report.. Gosh.. Now another mentor to search out for.. This really sucks.. Is this all i got up for.. should 've slept off a bit more maybe.. Strolled to the cafe and sat there for to have my breakfast and got the company of few more friends who came to attend classes unlike me :p

Aha.. Just when an awesome idea about participating in the programming contest hit me and i shared that with them.. Two of whom got agreed too.. Wow.. Now that's a start ^_^ Next i returned to the college office and found it cause it's children's day.. Man.. Then what's with these classes.. Should have put them off too.. Went back to my room and started looking for various project scenarios to start with.. Came up to the lab and got stuck there with some new problem in my Organization Lab.. ;)
just when i got back to room seniors informed about the Literary Society meet.. and i went up right on time only find me the first one to come up.. Now this seriously blowing me up.. then slowly came up everyone else too and the meet began.. the after implications of which reached upto 111pm.. and i ended up in the two section member of the quiz magazine called Q4U.. Man.. Here I just came up with the advertisement pamplets and the ppt to show up around when we got another job to do.. Hey Guys.. I need a break man......

And just when I was about to sleep my friend told bout tomorrow being the digital electronics lab exam.. Man.. I'm seriously fucked now.. Didn't study a word..  :(

Someone save my soul..............................................

Life & it's wonders..........

Someone told me.. "No love's greater than mom's love & No care is greater than dad's care"..

Do ya'll think that's right?? Well.. If that is so.. Why do we seek love from someone special, Why do we search someone to take care of our small problems.. We know our parents are always there for us.. Then why do we seek out care from others.. The ans is simple but difficult to express..

We all used to hold hands to our beloved dad when we were small, but why do we feel lonely when walkin with 'em now.. Why do we need 'someone' to hold hands to and not our dad.. Why do we need to spend some together just alone without words and not get bored.. Why does time feel short when we were not alone.. We all may belong to different caste, creed, color but that doesn't hold us back from fallin for someone special when we didn't even expected to.. ;-)
It's just a life too short to live but too long to spend.....  <3 :-* <3

So.. my dear readers, Live your life.. Don't spend it.. Cause it won't be comin twice and you won't get another chance to again..  ;)

I am Sorry........

As life goes on I'm starting to learn more and more about responsibility
And I realize everything I do is affecting the people around me
So I want to take this time out to apologize for things that I've done
And things that haven't occurred yet
And things that they don't want to take responsibility for

I'm sorry for the times that I left you home
I was on the road and you were alone
I'm sorry for the times that I had to go
I'm sorry for the fact that I did not know

That you were sitting home just wishing we
Could go back to when it was just you and me
I'm sorry for the times I would neglect
I'm sorry for the times I disrespect

I'm sorry for the wrong things that I've done
I'm sorry I?m not always there for my sons
I'm sorry for the fact that I am not aware
That you can't sleep at night when I am not there

Because I'm in the streets like every day
I'm sorry for the things that I did not say
Like how you are the best thing in my world
And how I am so proud to call you my girl

I understand that there are some problems
And I am not too blind to know
All the pain you kept inside you
Even though you might not show

If I can't apologize for being wrong
Then it's just a shame on me
I'll be the reason for your pain
And you can put the blame on me

Said you can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me

I'm sorry for the things that he put you through
And all the times you didn't know what to do
I'm sorry that you had to go and sell those bags
Just trying to stay busy till you heard from dad

When you would rather be home with all your kids
As one big family with love and bliss
And even though pops treated us like kings
He got a second wife and you didn't agree

He got up and left you there all alone
I'm sorry that you had to do it on your own
I'm sorry that I went and added to your grief
I'm sorry that your son was once a thief

I'm sorry that I grew up way too fast
I wish I would've listened and not be so bad
I'm sorry that your life turned out this way
I'm sorry that the Feds came and took me away

I understand that there are some problems
And I am not too blind to know
All the pain you kept inside you
Even though you might not show

If I can't apologize for being wrong
Then it's just a shame on me
I'll be the reason for your pain
And you can put the blame on me

Said you can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me

I'm sorry that it took so long to see
They were dead wrong trying to put it on me
I'm sorry that it took so long to speak
But I was on tour with Gwen Stefani

I'm sorry for the hand that she was dealt
For the embarrassment that she felt
Just a little young girl trying to have fun
Her daddy shouldn't never let her out that young

I'm sorry for Club Zen getting shut down
I hope they manage better next time around
How was I to know she was underage?
In a 21 and older club they say

Why doesn't anybody wanna take blame?
Verizon backed out disgracing my name
I'm just a singer trying to entertain
Because I love my fans I'll take that blame

Even though the blame's on you
Even though the blame's on you
Even though the blame's on you
I'll take that blame from you

And you can put that blame on me
And you can put that blame on me

I just fail in readin.. y..you.....

I don understand you.. O..i really don't.. First u said me to stick around.. now you say to go away.. First you said never to leave you.. Now u say never to get attached to.. First you said.. There's no life without you.. Now u say.. life's a lot better without you.. I just don understand you.. Why did you've come if you meant to come.. Why did you've to leave if you never wanted to.. Why.. That's the state around me now.. Everyone's around just askin the same question.. Why.. N i sit here just gazing off from face to face wondering around that i dunno what to ans all that question.. Tryin your number over & over again.. I sit quite when u now say.. You don wanna talk with me.. It hurts deep down here watchin u chattin around happily but not even replyin my thousand questions.. Man.. When i feel that pain to be soo deep bleedin all over my heart.. I just can't go on with it.. I feel like i need a break.. n when i stop to turn around at you.. you give me a round bout turn.. man.. this life sucks.. I just can't bear it anymore.. But why don't you just understand how it feels to be hurt.. When i could have kept all my promises.. Why couldn't you keep yours.. I still except you to keep that last promise you made.. Let's see if your will is strong or was i right.. :'(
ok fine.. I admit I was wrong.. I don't blame you for anything.. but this is the last chance i'll be waiting for you.. Remember that I'll never return again.. And you know i never break any promise..

I miss you.........................................................    :'(

Tonight

I remember the times we spent together on those drives
We had a million questions all about our lives
And when we got to New York, everything felt right
I wish you were here with me tonight

I remember the days we spent together were not enough
And it used to feel like dreamin' except we always woke up
Never thought not having you here now, would hurt so much

Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up and know the stars are
Holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight

I remember the time you told me about when you were eight
And all those things you said that night that just couldn't wait
I remember the car you were last seen in
And the games we would play
All the times we spilled our coffees and stayed out way too late

I remember the time you sat and told me about your Jesus
And how not to look back even if no one believes us
When it hurt so bad sometimes not having you here
I sing

Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up and know the stars are
Holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight

I sing, tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up and know the stars are
Holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight
........................................................................................     :'(

Love :3

What is Love?

A simple spark of deep desire,
The gentle gaze that sets the fire.
Often spoken, sometimes meant,
Heat of passion, sweetly spent.

Pleasure sought and object lured,
Emotions cherished and endured.
Forever, or a brief affair,
Not forgotten, always there.

Few resist and many fall,
Some are wary, not at all.
Found in tears, a smile, a sigh,
If unrequited, passes by.

Not for sale at any price,
Trust, compassion, sacrifice.
Common bonds of tempered past,
Kindred spirits, first and last.

Feelings ever changing flow,
Nurtured well, the best will grow.
Is it ever understood?
This much we know, love is good.

Of Course.. It's obvious that the above are not my words.. ;)
But Do u think they are true? Well.. I'm none to Comment on such huge topic.. though i felt that time when someone asks me questions thinkin me as 'just someone'

Exams.. A Dreadful experience

hey guys,

i hope ya'll support me in this case ;)  Exams.. man.. wtf.. first thought :p

why do we've exams.. we all go to classes for whole of semester and sem end we've this somethin dreadful known as exams which sucks out all of the energy from our body and force us to get down and look through somethin known as "notes" which some of us never cared to even make.. :p  Rushing off from room to room, we get stuck with the most studious guy around and make that guy our everythin whom once teased as 'nerd'.. It's funny though true.. :p
Here too.. in my hostel.. exams nearing around and my friends starts their so- called vows that'll not end up in bad shape this time around and studies hard.. though it lasts not more than an hour during which they snore loud using their 'lovely' books as pillows.. :p Exam days draws near and we start prayin keepin aside all our so-called lovely sites and misc books and drawin near those books which never came out during whole of sem.. libraries which once went vacant starts to be flooded with 'studious' students like us :p and then just before the night we take out our books again for one last revision only to found that we studied only that 1st unit.. there being seven more.. and then starts fight for completion of syllabus.. stayin awake whole night and then somehow reachin the exam hall pantin, we take our seats and take a glance at the question paper, to which eyes grow bigger.. Man.. None of the questions seems familiar in any way.. We start to glance around from questions to questions in hope of finding one 'good' question :p At last we are all in the same boat.. we glance around to see any hope from the surrondin.. and say what.. even my friends are staring at me.. totally blank.. Sittin around for a few mins i start to write down the whatever there holds.. 3 "short" hrs passes by we come outta the exam hall.. my friends ask.. 'how was it man?' to which i reply.. 'It's so childish paper man..' lol.. childish? no way.. I wouldn't 've cleared it even if i studied it for 4yrs :p

exam results on the way.. and prayers start.. Oh God.. Lemme go through this sem.. Next sem, I'll study from the very beginning..Promise..
Somehow we all pass out.. Next sem.. 'Man.. We got 6 months na.. We'll study from tomorrow.. Chill..'
Somehow that 2mrw never seems to arrive......      ;-)

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My laptop display broke down..

It's soo sad for me that my favorite toy :P my laptop's display broke down..  :(

Actually what happened is i sat on a rickshaw and as i was wavin my mom back, the laptop bag slipped from the seat where i kept it n fell on ground.. the vechile was moving n it came under it's tires.. n the laptop display cracked out givin it a vivid look :P Got scolding from dad :P n now gave dad all my worries to repair it..... so there won't be any blogging from few days i guess  :(