Waiting for the end to come
Wishing I had strength to stand
This is not what I had planned
It's out of my control
Flying at the speed of light
Thoughts were spinning in my head
So many things were left unsaid
It's hard to let you go
I know what it takes to move on
I know how it feels to lie
All I want to do
Is trade this life for something new
Holding on to what I haven't got
Sitting in an empty room
Trying to forget the past
This was never meant to last
I wish it wasn't so
I know what it takes to move on
I know how it feels to lie
All I want to do
Is trade this life for something new
Holding on to what I haven't got
What was left when that fire was gone
I thought it felt right but that right was wrong
All caught up in the eye of the storm
And trying to figure out what it's like moving on
And I don't even know what kind of things I said
My mouth kept moving and my mind went dead
So I'm picking up the pieces, now where to begin
The hardest part of ending is starting again
Sometimes I don't even know what am i doing with my life until it's already done. Even right now, I was in a great deal of dilemma over a simple choice, or so it seemed to be. I thought i could shut down the logic off for this one.. Damn, soon it's all come to a simpler question. Is it worth it? The ans is even simpler. But something tells me to defy the rules and command the brain to shut down, relax and take it slow. Its always better to talk over somethings that's off the books, but then I never have been good in that field :P
I wish for once people could be truthful with their feelings and come directly and speak up. When I don't hide anything. I dont expect anybody to hide anything.
Only last week I was engaged in developing an app on Android, not worth saying cause it dint actually run on my phone :P and today, just remembered the lines from Thomas Wayne.. "We fall to get up" Dude, nobody told me falling was so damn difficult in first place :P Why to even fall when to you know you can get up by an alternate way.. There always been a way out. And yes, the outcome always depends on oneself. So hereby on, I'm gonna take control over what's to follow up. People say, I aint mature. To them I would say.. Whoever got far being mature? ;) Maturity is just a vague word which is forceful massacre of childhood :P So we should just have fun of life.. as it comes to us.. :)
Sit back, Enjoy...... The show's about to begin ;)
Wishing I had strength to stand
This is not what I had planned
It's out of my control
Flying at the speed of light
Thoughts were spinning in my head
So many things were left unsaid
It's hard to let you go
I know what it takes to move on
I know how it feels to lie
All I want to do
Is trade this life for something new
Holding on to what I haven't got
Sitting in an empty room
Trying to forget the past
This was never meant to last
I wish it wasn't so
I know what it takes to move on
I know how it feels to lie
All I want to do
Is trade this life for something new
Holding on to what I haven't got
What was left when that fire was gone
I thought it felt right but that right was wrong
All caught up in the eye of the storm
And trying to figure out what it's like moving on
And I don't even know what kind of things I said
My mouth kept moving and my mind went dead
So I'm picking up the pieces, now where to begin
The hardest part of ending is starting again
Sometimes I don't even know what am i doing with my life until it's already done. Even right now, I was in a great deal of dilemma over a simple choice, or so it seemed to be. I thought i could shut down the logic off for this one.. Damn, soon it's all come to a simpler question. Is it worth it? The ans is even simpler. But something tells me to defy the rules and command the brain to shut down, relax and take it slow. Its always better to talk over somethings that's off the books, but then I never have been good in that field :P
I wish for once people could be truthful with their feelings and come directly and speak up. When I don't hide anything. I dont expect anybody to hide anything.
Only last week I was engaged in developing an app on Android, not worth saying cause it dint actually run on my phone :P and today, just remembered the lines from Thomas Wayne.. "We fall to get up" Dude, nobody told me falling was so damn difficult in first place :P Why to even fall when to you know you can get up by an alternate way.. There always been a way out. And yes, the outcome always depends on oneself. So hereby on, I'm gonna take control over what's to follow up. People say, I aint mature. To them I would say.. Whoever got far being mature? ;) Maturity is just a vague word which is forceful massacre of childhood :P So we should just have fun of life.. as it comes to us.. :)
Sit back, Enjoy...... The show's about to begin ;)
