A break-down? or a new beginning??

Truth sounds insane sometimes. But that doesn't mean it's not the truth.. Realization and repentance are two different words, and i do realize what bad temper can cause. It took me a while to reach conclusions but i guess i do see now what the world truly is about. I'm sorry to all those who have been hurt by my spoken truth or otherwise. I can't change myself to speak against truth, but i'll do try myself to change to not speak at all. :) If that helps my friends, then so be it.

I've heard you need to fall down to get up. Well, I dunno how many times did I fell down, but I did got up every time. Every-time, being weaker than before. It's still a mystery or my stupidity.. i know not but i keep falling in the same trap again and again. I try to make everything okay, but instead i end up screwing up everything and make things worse. Recently few incidents got me to thinking what's wrong with me that others are so irritated with me.
I ended up in a discussion with my friends which led to conclusion of my temper. Now i do realise many problems can be solved with calm and talks rather than shouting and running away. I'm here.. Standing tall and firm, waiting talk anyone out for any mistakes that I made. And somehow, I feel good :)

Maybe what actually matters is our view to life. Somehow as per the quote given alongside, i believe in the latter. There's no particular reason for me to believe so. I just believe so. And so I'm just waiting for my miracle to happen all this while. Maybe that's where I've been wrong. I should have tried my miracle to happen myself rather than waiting for it. If water comes to the ocean, why can't we say that ocean brings the water. It's the same thing but from a different point of view..  ^_^

I say.. Make mistakes and learn from them. It's too short a life to live in a perfect way. :) It's certainly no break-down.. I'm just getting started ;)